all comtemporary like...

After driving around Joliette a couple of times I finally found a cafe that offered wireless internet! This makes me happy. The simple pleasures in life. The internet at the centre has been down for the past 4 days and although I don't blog on a regular basis (or - hardly ever), oddly enough, I've wanted to for the past 4 days.

So here I am... sitting by a big window in a cafe with my faithful Toshiba, a huge mug of hot chocolate (note to self: always get a small here...), a scarf and my cell phone next to me and I can't help but think I'm like the model of contemporary. Not so much? Ok, I tried.

This weekend I met an amazing bunch of people from Montreal and they were truly inspiring. It's been a long time since I've seen a passion like I saw in them. Their hearts and lives are truly sold-out to the Lord and for His work to be done in their lives and through them as well. I had a passion like that once... where did it go? It gave me a huge wake-up call... I want my passion back!

What does that look like? Did I lose it? Or, did I simply get used to it being a passion and then not get as "excited" about it anymore?
I've been debating this with God for the past couple of days- and asking Him to give me my passion back and He keeps reminding me, that it's still there... just kind of stale. And it's true, I guess. I'm feeling like I've lost touch with God in some aspects of my life, and I'm desperately seeking Him. It's like, in that, the more I seek Him, the more my passions will be reignited.